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i want to write about something but i just can't figure out what that something is...it seems like i can't organize my thoughts and come up with a good topic to write...maybe because my anxiety is at its peak these days...hmm...i want to take a break from all the project roll out preparation and BTL concepts that i have to come up and post something in my blog...my mind is so cluttered with so many things that i want to step back and recharge...however, my current workload doesn't permit a retreat...i wrote in my previous post that i will be very busy in February but at the rate things are going i will be very busy until October!...i wonder how the hell i could have a love life with this?!...

My mother asked me last saturday if i am currently dating someome...all i said was..."how i wish i am!"...she told me that she married my father at the age of 28 and gave birth at 29...my reading of what she told me...she's a bit worried that i'm turning 28, still single and pretty much unattached and not even dating! I proudly told her that i have a crush! ...then she commented crushes are for the teeners and relationships are for the adults...well, all i did was keep my mouth shut!...

I am enjoying my freedom...hanging out with friends 'til dawn without someone pestering me where i am and what time will i go home...spending weekends the way i want to...i do miss cuddling with someone...but i do believe the right man will come in God's perfect time...i just hope it might be soon and i hope its gonna be him...my crush!
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i still don't know what should be the title of this post...any idea?