Thursday, December 03, 2015

on life and blogging

I miss blogging.  I am happier when i write my thoughts and feelings.  It helps me sort things out in my mind and express my emotions.  Before, blogging was my respite from the routine and the busyness of work. It was like i was talking to myself - hugging and telling me "hey hazel brace up, this too shall pass" if i am under the storm...and  "you're awesome you made it" for my triumphs.  It was my piece of heaven.

About 10 years ago, i started this blog and posted more than 170 entries in 2.5 years.  I remember how i look forward to blogging - i wrote my blog at night and post it in the morning - this was during the days when internet was only available at the office and famous coffee shops (at a high price!). I read my blogroll and reply to comments before i pack up and head home.  I met other bloggers and hang out with them. It was fun. 

I forgot why i stopped blogging.  I was meaning to write before but it seems like my cluttered mind could not focus on something.  Perhaps, i was in topsy-turvy and even writing could not ease what i was feeling then. Maybe things were too painful to write like how we lost mama from cancer and how i held her before her last breath. Or may be i was too busy being a wife and mom that i forgot how soothing it is to blog.

There is so much to write about and to sort out.  I am just happy that i am blogging again!


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